▫ Nonsense of a deranged boy.

I'd like to start this blog on a happy note.
Wishing everybody's 姐姐, Abby, a happy birthday.
Happy Sweet 16! :P

Miss being your "bro". It's been a year since we last spoke.
Hope we can put all that behind us and be friends again. 
Wanted to talk sometimes, but I can't bring myself to it.
I was afraid you'd just ignore me and end up hating me more.

* I wanted to say bye to you when I passed by you during the
breaking fast together event when I was going home. :x 
Gee, if only you were reading this. :| 

For those of you reading this post, I bet you're saying :
" Wow, your life is that screwed up? Not talking to a friend for a year? "
What you don't like it? Then FAGOOOOFF! :P 







Yea, I got a whole lotta missing pieces in my life.
All the friends which I loved so much. Wait hold it.
I loved them, not in love with them. Get it? -.- 
And I feel the same for my current friends also.

Of everyone who I knew. Only one person was there by my side all the way.
Sure, she hated me because I lied to get her attention when she was with Julius.
But I guess she understood and saw past all that.
Her name is BronwenFerryAhmedGenendoiHughes! :D
I wish I could say it as fast as YogaLukitaBinAbdullah! :D

We were a couple for 9 months. As Waffles said, " enough for a kid, heh. "
Stupid waffle. -.-
I just could say it was the best relationship I could ever have, even at a long distance.
Then we broke up a day before Valentines on 2008. My fault. :(
We got over it fast and made up as friends. Throughout the rest of 2008.
We had on and off small talk. A little update on each other's life.
Then came along April '09. Her first visit to Malaysia and to me. (:
She stayed in KL for a couple of days then went to Langkawi.
I wanted to follow but, ye know. Probs. :| 
  

But we had great fun while she was here.
I met her early in the morning at 9am. Walked past Avenue K and to Corus Hotel.
I waited at the entrance, guards were staring daggers at me, cause I was waiting outside for quite a while. :O


As her blog said, she was having a 'sneak peek' at me. x)
Then she came out after I called her several times and couldn't see her at all.
She cut her hair short to shoulder length. Well, it looked better than she described after all!
I hanged around for a bit at the hotel. Talked to her dad a bit.
To be honest, when I looked at him, I how he'd look as Santa. xD

Then we were off with her temp maid and bro. They all marvelled at the Petronas towers
as I took them for a little 'tour' around the area. Hahah.
We went to Kinokuniya to look for a book she was interested in to no avail. :P 



The guys arrived shortly after while we were hanging around in front of a movie store.
Razzaq, Jamie and Attai. Buddehs. 
Bron was sitting on the ground instead of on the seats there. xD


Her dad picked a restaurant for Malaysian cuisine, Madam Kwan's on the top floor.
Kuay Teow pwns my tastebuds. Bron ordered the same, the guys took fried rice. 
Both of us couldn't finish the food, it was OH too much. But she only had a few spoons. ._.
Bill was RM150. I offered to pay 50 for her dad to make up for our meals. x) 


We were gonna go up the KL tower, but it's closed on Mondays.
Phew, otherwise I couldn't actually follow her up there.
Tickets were only reserved for her dad and her, her bro and maid. 


Went for a movie, had to watch Knowing, starring Nick Cage.
Bron looked too short to be let in as a 18 year old. xD
The movie was so-so with a weird plot. But something else happened in there.
Which only she and me know to this day. ;X

One long ass day that which was 9 hours of heaven.
Sigh. If only someone loved me just as much.
God, I miss having someone to love and lala.