▫ Nonsense of a deranged boy.

School, again was boring-like-ass. D:
Jamie didn't come to school, yet he told me don't go to TBun. -.-
During school, few classes went on as usual, although I had a free lesson since I don't take additional maths. ;D


Razzaq did his crazy chair turning thing again.
Him and his crazy antics. x)
Then the few of us went around school just before it ended for extra donations for Ahadh and his family.
Totalled up to RM406 before school. Maybe a few 50+ extra after.
Many people donated, how kind of everyone. (:
We were gonna give it to him before we leave his place. 


Jamie did show up after and went with us to pay him a visit.
Razzaq, Yoga, Attai, Yee Yin, Liang Hsin, me, Nadya, Haisham, Ju Young, Serlie and Jia Tong went to visit him.
Guards didn't let us through at first. We were waiting for quite a bit.
Somehow Razzaq could go in without the guards' notice. -.-


Ahadh came out a while later, a bottle of F&N Zappel in his hand.
Looks like he was drowning his sorrows with a soft drink. :\

He was pretty alright though. He was dealing with things pretty well. He still tried to smile for everyone.
As he came along he gave everyone a hug.
Raud seems oblivious to the situation, high-fiving everyone. :P 
When his uncle came about we were all permitted to enter the condo and went up.
Lift keeps getting jammed at certain floors. :\


We all greeted Dhaudh and his mum. Zaa had to go off somewhere. Jamie and Attai followed Dhaudh to get some food.
The rest of us sat with Ahadh in the living room as he told us about his father and
passed around photos of his family album with a brief commentary for each picture.
His dad looked like a charming person in his young age and before he did drugs. 
Ahadh then went to a room and took out a large frame that his father made. With pictures of them to fill in the frame.
His dad made it while he was out of rehab.
It was kinda touching. To be honest I almost cried. :P 
His dad wasn't around much for them but he tried his best to make up for the lost time. 

Ahadh said his father passed away tragically due to negligence in the rehab center towards his father.
The period of withdrawal from drugs is the most sensitive stage and that's when his father passed away. 


Yeeyin revealed to Ahadh that the school has made donations for Ahadh and his family. But he didn't want to take the money. :\
That's really humble of him. But I think it could have been of some use. Anyway, he gave in to us and took the envelope with the money and our notes.

Jamie and all came back a short while later. And we passed around the food while he had some small talk.
As usual and predictably, Ahadh offered Yoga the first opportunity. Yoga just had to be the same vulgar person. -.- 

Yin had to leave early and JT followed. The rest of us left shortly after. Ahadh walked us out and waited with us for a cab.
Just before we got in the cab, Ahadh said he'll see us when he returns from Maldives in about of a couple of weeks time.

He's a strong person on the outside and also on the inside.
I never thought much of how he would be in this situation.
He can handle it very well, still showing his cheerful grin for all of us.
Maybe he's just hiding his true feelings from us. But it's hard enough to hide it as he does.
I would just break down and cry. I hope Ahadh will get through this period of sorrow soon.
He'll carry the name of Ahmed Xilal for the rest of his life. 
And may he have a safe journey to Maldives and back. (:
I feel like crying already after writing that sentence before the previous. ;(