▫ Nonsense of a deranged boy.

Pretty moody today. :\

During malay class, Ms.Esh was yelling at those who haven't done her work.
I was finishing up my chemistry homework, so obviously I didn't do her work either.
Although she wasn't yelling at me, I got pissed at her and yelled at her. :P
I told her I'd refuse to do her work unless she gave all those other students time
until lunch to finish their homework. Well, she let me follow that, but not the others. :\

Pfft. Arif had to tell everyone from other classes what happened then. -.-
I made myself look like some short-tempered, stupid guy again. :(

After school, I was walking out of the school block then I get slammed to the wall
by Haris, cause Shiva Wanker shoved him. Well, I got pissed at Wanker and yelled at him too.
People say anger temporarily reduces your IQ for a short moment. Hmm.. maybe.



Also I was thinking of why things between me and most girls always go wrong.
I can suppose it's because of my behaviour or the way I speak to them.
Each one of them which I have been close with or am still close with, had argued before.
It always seems to happen..

With Bron, we argued a few times when I was with her, mostly misunderstandings to the end.
With Cass, we argued before when I was teasing her about a guy. We're friends again, but
I fear we're drifting apart again. She usually ignores my messages and all, now to the extent of
deleting EVERY SINGLE ONE of my posts on her facebook page, even the older ones.

With Viv, we were arguing a lot after our breakup, everytime I tried to speak, we argued about something.
I also fear Deb and I won't be friends soon. It already appears that way.

With Yeeyin, Abby, Liang Hsin and a few others which know who they are.
I didn't like every single one of them to make this clear.
They were just very close friends before, now I'm afraid to lose all of them.